It was amazing, almost just like that. All of sudden and then ever so slowly. I wish someone would smack so i could feel something before someone else could. Is it enough? Right now I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Oh blasted weather!! Oh the blasted bitched. It's bigginning to feel ike a crappy winter although in the start i was told i looked cute bundled down deep in thick clothes. It felt like a big hug now it' just feels smothering. Here it comes - the looks that are missed, the hands that drop without being held, the lips that are dry and not noticed. Let it stop - the winter is cold enough.