on the other things

So this post I promised to write on architecture, but i don't think i can. i've become to realize i generalize alot about things i don't understand or don't know. may be i should start making things up. i know poeple like that and i hate to hear them speak. anyways one of things i've noticed is the general dissassociation with a persons dwelling to the person. We live in the convienent everything. what is afordable - what is close to our lives in sacrifice of our heart. i do it all the time, and not just where i live but what i buy and how i spend my time. i am so use to someone else- society- telling me what to listen to what to say, what is proper. what is not; that my heart grows a little harder each day in search of the true me. I believe that God calls us to be very sensitive to our desires and needs. He created my personality and my heart. i would be sinning if i were to act like anybody else but my self. anyways, today big girl and mom left for peru- may they be blessed... i was not sad, it was like they were going for a day. now i will clean in their stead. i saw friends at the airport they are engaged. they looked so happy together it made me smile.